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Yesterday we explored Martha’s Vineyard on a moped, had a delicious seafood lunch on the cliffs of gayhead, swam in the nantucket sound and drank beer from a local brewery. It was literally the perfect day with the perfect man.
It’s been about 3 weeks. Although it feels like he never left me, I will never forget the torture we went through this past year. It still brings me to tears sometimes but now they are happy tears because I’m so incredibly happy now that he’s home and I will never ever take him for granted. We have the most amazing life to look forward to.
Thank you Justin for being my soul mate and coming home to me.
I love you.

Yesterday we explored Martha’s Vineyard on a moped, had a delicious seafood lunch on the cliffs of gayhead, swam in the nantucket sound and drank beer from a local brewery. It was literally the perfect day with the perfect man.

It’s been about 3 weeks. Although it feels like he never left me, I will never forget the torture we went through this past year. It still brings me to tears sometimes but now they are happy tears because I’m so incredibly happy now that he’s home and I will never ever take him for granted. We have the most amazing life to look forward to.

Thank you Justin for being my soul mate and coming home to me.

I love you.

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For all you 400 something military S/O’s I have on here, have your men draw you pictures on deployments. They will make you smile in the worst depression.

For all you 400 something military S/O’s I have on here, have your men draw you pictures on deployments. They will make you smile in the worst depression.

Today is the one month mark…

for the day that I can jump into your arms and have you say to me “we did it” with the biggest smile on your face. Teary kisses, emotional hugs and the heaviest weight being lifted off of our shoulders. This is what I’ve lived for the past year. I’ve dreamt about our reunion every day, every hour, every minute and every night. I’ve cried myself to sleep with unforgiving amounts of depression and separation anxiety in my body. I sit and wonder what life will be like knowing that you aren’t ever going to have to leave me again. We won’t have to hold each other close, afraid of the minutes being lost before our eyes. This is it, we have forever together. This is our life now.

I told you I would wait for you.

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"Lauren..you’re my dream girl, my soul mate…my best fucking friend
if you didnt wait for me..I dont know what I would have done..
Now that I have you, I couldnt live without you..”

"Lauren..you’re my dream girl, my soul mate…my best fucking friend

if you didnt wait for me..I dont know what I would have done..

Now that I have you, I couldnt live without you..”

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I could use this happiness right now…

I could use this happiness right now…

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"Babe..I know it’s said probably a million times a day, and we probably kind of lose sight in it’s meaning because we say it so much. But holy shit Lauren. I really really miss you.I spent a solid hour or so today just thinking about all the things we did in what…the 3 months we’ve actually spent physically together? And you really are my best friend. I have so much fun with you, and enjoy your company so much. It’s amazing how much you bring to my life and how much better off I am with you in it. Even if we’re just laying on the couch watching movies..I’m content, and I’m happy. You’ve helped me become the person I’ve always wanted to be.I love you so so much baby. And I can’t believe how close we are to this being over.your bffl.”

"Babe..

I know it’s said probably a million times a day, and we probably kind of lose sight in it’s meaning because we say it so much. But holy shit Lauren. I really really miss you.

I spent a solid hour or so today just thinking about all the things we did in what…the 3 months we’ve actually spent physically together? And you really are my best friend. I have so much fun with you, and enjoy your company so much. It’s amazing how much you bring to my life and how much better off I am with you in it. Even if we’re just laying on the couch watching movies..I’m content, and I’m happy. 

You’ve helped me become the person I’ve always wanted to be.

I love you so so much baby. And I can’t believe how close we are to this being over.

your bffl.”

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this is real life for us.

this is real life for us.

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I hope you still remember what I look like. I fucking miss you.

I hope you still remember what I look like. I fucking miss you.

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I can’t wait to have this pose at our wedding. Justin will be in his dress blues. I’ll be in my princess Vera Wang. It will be perfect. Then we’ll live happily ever after…

I can’t wait to have this pose at our wedding. Justin will be in his dress blues. I’ll be in my princess Vera Wang. It will be perfect. Then we’ll live happily ever after…

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first love letter of the deployment.

first love letter of the deployment.