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For all you 400 something military S/O’s I have on here, have your men draw you pictures on deployments. They will make you smile in the worst depression.

For all you 400 something military S/O’s I have on here, have your men draw you pictures on deployments. They will make you smile in the worst depression.

Missing you already…

I’m so lonely without you. I never thought I could go from such a high to such a low with my emotions in one day. The airport was such a blur in my mind. I didn’t want to acknowledge the fact that you were leaving my sight. When you did, it felt like my whole world was crashing down. I couldn’t make out signs or people’s faces because I was so dizzy with sadness. The airport terminal worker looked at me when I was walking past security and I looked at him to shake my head with swollen eyes filled with tears. I’m sure he wondered what was wrong with me for the rest of his day. I cried in the shower when I got home because I knew I was washing away the kisses you had left on my skin. I cried when I put my earrings in because it wasn’t you doing it for me, I cried when I went to bed last night because the only thing I had to hold was an army teddy bear named Justin. I want the real him. I guess you could say I really need my other half.This heartache won’t last forever, only a few more months. I promise that I will stay strong, loyal and faithful to you, as long as I can have you forever and always. I never want to lose you. I’ve become the person that I was meant to be on this earth since I met you. You are my destiny, Justin. I’m more than confident at the fact that I will make you the happiest man for the rest of your life.
I love you more than you’ll ever know…

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It went by in the blink of an eye, but it sure was sweet.

It went by in the blink of an eye, but it sure was sweet.